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March 03 Valder FieldsI was found on the ground by the fountain
about a field of a summer stride lying in the sun after i had tried lying in the sun by the side we all agreed that the council would
end up three hours over-time shoelaces were tied at the traffic lights i was running late, could apply for another one, i guess
after parking stores are best they said that there would be delays on the temporary pay for another one, i guess
after parking stores are best they said that there would be delays on the temporary pay she was found on the ground in a gown
laying by the field of the summer asleep staring at the concrete, trying not to cry when somebody left his life she would never sleep in a gown so she takes his keys to the bedroom door takes a step outside, by the fountain gazing at the field, what a view November 24 GreenwavesI remember a meadow one morning in May With a sky full of dreams that sailed in that day I was dancing through green waves of grass like the sea And for a moment in time I could feel I was free There are waves of forgiveness and waves of regret And the first waves of true love I'll never forget In the meadow that morning as I wandered alone There were green waves of yearning for life still unknown Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart Where the waves reach as far as you can see Take me home to the meadow, we've been too long apart I can still hear you calling for me Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart Where the waves reach as far as you can see Take me home to the meadow, we've been too long apart I can still hear you calling for me What I'd give to remember that heavenly state Just a moment in time all mine to create As I'm taking my last breath I know what I will see There'll be green waves forever out there waiting for me Take me home to the meadow that cradles my heart Where the waves reach as far as you can see Take me home to the meadow, we've been too long apart I can still hear you calling for me October 26 忍 以前没有好好考虑过这个字的含义，现在越来越能理解了。
有人把这字写得大大的，挂起来，时时抬头见看见，应该是作为勉励。我以前总觉得有些不能理解，现在这个字好象要开始挂在心里了，不由得我不看。
有时真的想放弃一些事情，当然，有些事情也是应该放弃的。我现在也面临一些选择，我想，得先忍着，不管怎样，这就是生活，现在不能坚持，将来如何面对生活中可能出现的艰辛。最近心态能调节得不错，我总和朋友说是因为一些事情的影响，这些事可能成为笔划组成了我心中的忍字。
以许美静的一首歌名做结——这就是人生。
October 09 周年 老说时间如白驹过隙会烦的，可是我才疏学浅，一下子不知道用什么词语来形容这个意思了。有时候很矛盾，搞得文绉绉的自己都烦，太平淡了又看不惯，算了爱怎么怎么。突然想起一个很喜欢的词，顺其自然。
就这样顺其自然地过了周年。前段时间心血来潮，从网上淘了梁晓声的《年轮》。想起很小的时候和妈妈一起看由这小说改编的电视剧，当时是没有什么感觉，现在对于剧情没有任何印象，但是脑子里总浮现一棵老树，轰然被锯倒，我看着树桩清晰的年轮，眼睛模糊开来。
人的经历是不是像年轮呢？我不知道。有时候真的很怕，长大到底是不是好事情。我常和朋友说我还没有准备好长大，可是成长还是这样来了，除了急匆匆地面对，我不知所措。
我的年轮是不是清晰啊，好怕。一年一年，有时浑浑噩噩，有时意气风发。好象还是碌碌无为。
时间不多，最后一点，默默度过吧。
周年祭…… June 16 Shape of My HeartHe deals the cards as a meditation I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier He may play the jack of diamonds I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier And if I told you that I loved you I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier March 02 尔雅·释天 穹、苍苍，天也。
春为苍天，夏为昊天，秋为旻天，冬为上天。──四时。 春为青阳，夏为硃明，秋为白藏，冬为玄英。 四气和谓之玉烛。 春为发生，夏为长嬴，秋为收成，冬为安宁。 四时和为通正，谓之景风。 甘雨时降，万物以嘉，谓之醴泉。──祥。 January 04 叶子叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀 翅膀是落在天上的叶子 天堂原来应该不是妄想 只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎麽开始飞翔 孤单是一个人的狂欢 狂欢是一群人的孤单 爱情原来的开始是陪伴 但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴 我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停 也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心 只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你 叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀 翅膀是落在天上的叶子 December 21 爱上凡高 塞尚和莫奈曾说,凡高这个荷兰人只不过是个灵魂,但这是一个多么伟大的灵魂!凡高这个人是率真、坦白、天真的，他一生追求完美，试着实现超人的梦想，在追寻与挣扎的过程中，他为自己的艺术推出一个又一个目标。这些目标并非是全新的，但却展现了他痛苦的追求和永远无法替代的才干。凡高最彻底地抛弃了纯技巧性的抒情，应用唯他所有的一种表现力量，创造一个前所未有的全新的充满激情的绘画类型，并以这种火一样的艺术激情创造出为世人惊叹的艺术杰作，从而赢得艺术家的最高赞誉。
凡高一生短暂，只有37年，坎坷多磨，失败还是失败，极富悲剧意味，他一生追求真实，追求简朴，他用强烈的色彩、奔放粗犷的线条、扭曲夸张的形体，来表现对客观世界的主观感受。敏感和激情的气质使凡高在现实生活中屡屡碰壁，但这种失败的痛苦却成就了他在艺术上的辉煌表现。这种非凡的艺术成就，来源于他那近乎疯狂的激情----“我的作品就是我的肉体和灵魂，为了它，我甘冒失去生命和理智的危险”。 凡高的所言所行常招致误解，他常被认为与众不同，直到现在，仍有许多人认为他是一个异于常理的天才，他的一生被认为是不应当有的奇遇。不管他的艺术怎样冲击着人们的感情、触犯了传统的趣味，回溯他绘画的历程，阅读他遗留下的书简，我们可以知道，凡高履行了做人所应恪守的原则，那就是对自己诚实…… December 13 VincentStarry starry night
paint your palette blue and grey look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hills sketch the trees and the daffodils catch the breeze and the winter chills in colors on the snowy linen land. And now I understand what you tried to say to me and how you suffered for your sanity and how you tried to set them free. They would not listen they did not know how perhaps they'll listen now. Starry starry night flaming flowers that brightly blaze swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue. Colors changing hue morning fields of amber grain weathered faces lined in pain are smoothed beneath the artist's loving hand. And now I understand what you tried to say to me and how you suffered for your sanity and how you tried to set them free. They would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now. For they could not love you but still your love was true and when no hope was left in sight on that starry starry night. You took your life as lovers often do, But I could have told you Vincent this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you. Starry starry night portraits hung in empty halls frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget. Like the stranger that you've met the ragged men in ragged clothes the silver thorn of bloddy rose lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. And now I think I know what you tried to say to me and how you suffered for your sanity and how you tried to set them free. They would not listen they're not listening still perhaps they never will. November 15 QuizasSiempre que te pregunto
Que cuando,como y don de Tu siempre me respon des Quizas,Quizas,Quizas Y asi pasan los dias
Y yo desesperando Y tu ,tu contestan do Quizas,Quizas,Quizas Estas perdiendo el tiempo
Pensando,pensan do Por lo que mas tu quieras Hasta cuando,hasta cuando Y asi pasan los dias Y yo desesperan do Y tu,tu contestan do Quizas,Quizas,Quizas November 06 祸不单行是真的还是心态问题?最比较烦。
羽协升级失败，是实力不足还是黑幕所致，我已经没有力气去想。
几天的睡眠、大家的努力，付之东流……
秋游，本该很愉快的事情现在却压得我喘不过气，我分身无术啊。
比赛在即，休息是不可能的了。
钱被存款机吃掉，现在没了下文。故障我理解，可是一个多小时的求助无门，真的把我砸进冰窟，我要投诉，交行你赔偿我的损失！
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倒霉是跟着来的吗？还是我心态不对呢？I really have no idea……  October 29 Fly Away这一次是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心你说慢慢来别怕来不及 如果我还有一点点不安或者迟疑 我不会对你的反应那么好奇 多远啊其实也很不愿意
其实也不想回忆 谁没等到错过了流星 我们啊交集在这意外的假期 一定那里见过你一定曾经梦见你 fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定 fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻 有一个人有一颗心才仅默默之中在那里 这一次连我自己都说我毫不悔意
爱上你终于我发现我还有勇气 为你我觉得遗憾的是我不够自信 不了解你说了一些话的用意 几乎是所有时间在想你
快乐之后是压抑 有没有过这样的呼吸 幸福啊只要一个眼神的交集 我们拥抱着自己我们渴望着相遇 fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻 是你的人是你的心日日夜夜陪我在这里 October 22 生活在这里……BLOG好久没有更新，而我的日记本也很久没有打开，已经积了一层灰。
我不知道用忙碌和懒惰做这一切的借口是否合适，但毕竟也是事实。
生活最近变得茫然，各种事情接踵而至，我不得不垂直地面对，脑子里不停闪烁着解决的方案，这让我倍感疲倦。
虽然我喜欢它们。
目标在远方，像北极星，我靠它向前走。“既然选择远方，就选择了风雨兼程……”
难过是因为等了很久，是因为不知所措。我没有任何的经验，当然每个人都从第一次开始。
清晰中的茫然很可怕，我只能隐约看见迷雾中的北极星，然而路在哪里，坎坷在哪里，我不清楚。
生活在这里，不安也好，混沌也好，安然处理吧。
我想家…… October 13 30岁前不必在乎的30件事(摘自SKY)昨天看了本书，里面的这篇文章看了挺有感觉， 全文太长了，就把里面的那30件列下来: 放弃、 失恋、 离婚、 漂泊、 失业、 时尚、 格调、 评价、 幼稚、 不适应、 失败、 错误、 浅薄、 明星、 代价、 孤独、 失意、 缺陷、 误会、 谣言、 疯狂、 稳定、 压力、 出国、 薪水、 存款、 房子、 年龄、 在乎 http://spaces.msn.com/members/shikongyuan/ August 25 October 07 我卒当以乐死(摘自PJ's)“我卒当以乐死”,传统规则在王羲之口中瓦解,欣赏这样的性格,因为他的狂傲不羁,洒脱风骨. 转眼已经21岁了,虽然过去的日子不能算是无棱无角,但与"我卒当以乐死"的境界相比,欠缺的实在太多.或者是根本没有什么可比性.由此看来,其实自己根本不幸福. 不需要一生能为世界做多大贡献,只求唱自己想唱的歌,做自己想做的事,访自己所向往之地,爱自己所爱之人, 不拖累别人也不委屈自己,不追风望俗也不呆鸡漠漠,做不到我卒当以乐死,也希望活着多一分独特个性.魏晋之风是一个文化神话,神话中掺入一些朴实是我所追求的生活. October 06 写一首歌月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我心
现在我唱这首歌 ohh 只为你 想把所有烦恼都忘掉做不做的到 你明白我心在燃烧因为你因为你 oh 为你 你心中的话我全都想听能不能相信
所有的梦里全都是你会不会停息 和你一起是否不会再放弃你的心里有没有秘密 我分不清不要在意只想为想为你写一首歌 写一首歌都是你 ooh 月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我心 现在我唱这首歌 oh 只为你 想把所有烦恼都忘掉做不做的到 你明白我心在燃烧因为你因为你 为你为你 ooh oh, love's in the air it's everywhere everyone can see everyone can feel that love's in the air it doesn't matter where everyone agrees love is all we need when the moon falls in your eyes
i know the sun has set the fire still burns within me since the day we met i know my heaven would be so complete you could make it real i won't let this change go by i can see, i can feel you when the moon falls in your eyes i know the sun has set the fire still burns within me, within me 月亮在你的眼睛太阳在我的心 现在我唱这首歌只为你 开始一种生活我平时喜欢拿笔写东西,这样写的东西跟得上思维
或许我是个很保守的人,换个词,古旧.....对于新鲜的事物不愿意轻易尝试
看到大家的Blog都high to sky,我也尝试一下吧
算不算一种新的生活呢?我不知道 |
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